soft.. dark.. and dreamless.. http://fallen.nireblog.com Fri, 03 Oct 2008 04:03:43 +0100 soft.. dark.. and dreamless.. http://fallen.nireblog.com/blogs/fallen/gravatar.gif http://fallen.nireblog.com http://nireblog.com somewhere over the rainbow http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/10/06/somewhere-over-the-rainbow http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/10/06/somewhere-over-the-rainbow  

 

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a place a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dream that you dare to dream
Really does come true

One day I wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Way upon the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Way upon the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

 

   Tori Amos.........

 

 

      ola... esperu k gxtem du post d hj....... tori amos gnd voz feminina... se nunka ouviram aconselhu vivamente.. para relax....

 

 

 

 

 

                                 fallen kisses:::::::::

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Fri, 06 Oct 2006 17:25:39 +0100
october.... http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/10/03/october http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/10/03/october  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I can't run anymore,
I fall before you,
Here I am,
I have nothing left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,
Take me home,
I'm through fighting it,
Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up,
You're my only strength,
Without you,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again.

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.

I can't run anymore,
I give myself to you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,
In all my bitterness,
I ignored,
All that's real and true,
All I need is you,
When night falls on me,
I'll not close my eyes,
I'm too alive,
And you're too strong,
I can't lie anymore,
I fall down before you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry.

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.

Constantly ignoring,
The pain consuming me,
But this time it's cut too deep,
I'll never stray again.

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love,
My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.

 

                                             evanescence

 

 

 

                                      fallen kisses::::::

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Tue, 03 Oct 2006 17:04:45 +0100
evanescence- the open door....tomorrow..... http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/10/02/evanescence-the-open-doortomorrow http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/10/02/evanescence-the-open-doortomorrow  

                                          

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

    Lacrymosa

 

Out on your own
cold and alone again
can this be what you really wanted, baby?

Blame it on me
set your guilt free
nothing can hold you back now

Now that you're gone
I feel like myself again
grieving the things I can't repair and willing ...

to let you blame it on me
and set your guilt free
I don't want to hold you back now love

I can't change who I am
not this time, I wont lie to keep you near me
and in this short life, there's no time to waste on giving up
my love wasn't enough

and you can blame it on me
just set your guilt free, honey
I don't want to hold you back now love

 

 

                                            evanescence............

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Mon, 02 Oct 2006 14:04:34 +0100
feitiço..... http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/10/02/feitico http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/10/02/feitico  

 

 

Eu gostava de olhar para ti
E dizer-te que és uma luz
Que me acende a noite, me guia de dia e seduz...

Eu gostava de ser como tu
Não ter asas e poder voar
Ter o céu como fundo, ir ao fim do mundo e voltar...

Eu não sei o que me aconteceu...
Foi feitiço!
O que é que me deu?
Para gostar tanto assim de alguém
Como tu...

Eu gostava que olhasses
para mim
E sentisses que sou o teu mar
Mergulhasses sem medo, um olhar em segredo, só para eu
Te abraçar...

Eu não sei o que me aconteceu...
Foi feitiço!
O que é que me deu?
Para gostar tanto assim de alguém
Como tu...

O primeiro impulso é sempre mais justo, é mais verdadeiro...
E o primeiro susto dá voltas e voltas na volta redonda de um beijo profundo...

Eu...
Eu não sei o que me aconteceu...
Foi feitiço!
O que é que me deu?
Para gostar tanto assim de alguém
Como tu...
Eu...
Não sei o que me aconteceu...
Foi feitiço!
O que é que me deu?
Para gostar tanto assim de alguém
Como tu...
Como tu...

 

 

                                                            andré sardet....

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Mon, 02 Oct 2006 03:59:15 +0100
mouth shut... http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/30/mouth-shut http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/30/mouth-shut      

 

 kept my mouth shut from the start
 I guess I left you in the dark
 You thought you knew me but you don’t
 You say you love me but you won’t
 When out find out who I am

 I kept my mouth shut for too long
 All this time you got me wrong
 And now I’m in this way too far
 I’m about to break your heart
 Tear everything we had apart

 Coz I’m feeling lost
 When I’m in your arms
 The reasons are gone
 For why I was holding onto you
 I tried so hard
 To be the one (be the one)
 I don’t like who I’ve become

Won’t keep my mouth shut any more
I’ve had my share of closing doors
And now I know I’m not afraid
I know exactly what you’ll say
But I’m sorry it’s too late

[Refrão]
Coz I’m feeling lost
When I’m in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding onto you
I tried so hard
To be the one (be the one)
I don’t like who I’ve become

Yeah Yeah yeah yeah
I kept it inside of me for all this time
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Thought that I could make it work if I just tried
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
But I’m sorry to admit that I have lived a lie

Yeeeaaah

[Refrão]
Coz I’m feeling lost
When I’m in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding onto you
I tried so hard
To be the one (be the one)
I don’t like who I’ve become

I’ve kept my mouth shut for too long
And now I know that it was wrong
I should’ve told you from the start
That this was never meant to last
We should’ve never gone this far

Won’t keep my mouth shut any more (wont keep my mouth shut any more)
Won’t keep my mouth shut any more (wont keep my mouth shut any more)

 

 

                                                the veronicas

 

 

 

 

 

                                                  :::fallen kisses::::

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Sat, 30 Sep 2006 17:22:17 +0100
palavras... as vzes silencios... http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/29/palavras-as-vzes-silencios http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/29/palavras-as-vzes-silencios  

  Mergulho nos meus pensamentos k s tornam cada vz mais perdidos a cada dia k passa... por vexes sinto  tao fraka k mal cnsigo cnviver c tantos pensamentus ao msm tempo..por vexs as mudanxas na nossa vida sao msm assim... trxem nos momentos d felicidade, exitaxao, exaltaxao, mas tb de angustia, agonia i tristexa... deixam nos completamente spechless ( sem palavras)....

 no fundo todas as palavras sao poukas p poder descrever ao certo tudo o k eventualmente possamos sentir....todas sao poukas p poder descrever tudo o k sintu agora.... keria tanto poder mencionar td u k sintu.. poder passar td para palavras mas n consiguh... td s descreve nos momentus em k n consiguh falar .. em k n consiguh dzer u teu nome sem uma lagrima d seguida.. k m perco nu silenxio para n sofrer....

 todos dxem k guardar os sentimentus p nos eh mau.. dxem k desabafar eh u mlhor a fazer.. mas será k eh??? por vexes prefiru manter a ignoranxia i n kero saber a resposta....prefiro manter tda esta dor resguardada dentru d mim i nao partilha la.... pefiro k pensem k ta td bem... i n k estou desfeita... prefiro k pensem k nunka ninguem m magoa c u k diz.. com o k faz... c o k pensa... prefiro k pensem k sou alguem k konkista tds akeles k ker.. k eh feliz.. amada a cada passo k da... k u k n falta sao opurtunidades d se amada......u k n eh d tdo verdade.... uns dxem k sou linda..otus dxem k sou perfeita.. mas 'what's the point'? para keh?tudo akilo k sou n m vale d nada ou kuase nada..... se fosse tao linda i perfeita n sofria tantu cmu sofro.. n era 'traída' da maneira k sou.. era respeitada i levada a seriu sempre i por tds  i n so por alguns.. i knd convem.... i a kem konvem....

 a verdade eh k faxem gatu sapatu d mim... i eu n consiguh prever issu i faxer c k dxe d acntecer pk sao os k mais amo k mais m lixam....tento acreditar k td sera difrente mas loguh d sguida a felicidade k tinha desaparece .... i voltam a foder me.....

 por issu p keh falar??? pa keh desabafar???? knd todas as respostas ..por vzes estao nu silencio.........................

 

 

 

 

                                                                    fallen kisses::::::

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Fri, 29 Sep 2006 16:32:57 +0100
snow white queen............. http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/29/snow-white-queen http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/29/snow-white-queen   
stoplight lock the door
don't look back
undress in the dark
and hide from you
all of you

You'll never know the way your words have haunted me
I can't believe you'd ask these things of me
you don't know me

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

Wake up in a dream
frozen fear
all your hands on me
I can't scream

I can't escape the twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

I can't save your life
though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

                                   (evanescence)....................................
  
  'cause you'll never know the way your words have haunted me...........'
  you'll never know how i feel....
  you'll never know.......
   you let me here crying blood...
 when you're sweared that you'll never ever leave me.....
  you're a liar.......
  i dont want to love you anymore...............
 i just can suffer anymore for you.......
 stop haunting me
 desappear.....
                                              
                                                 fallen kisses::::::::
  

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Fri, 29 Sep 2006 10:38:04 +0100
....goodbye....... http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/28/goodbye http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/28/goodbye

                                                            Butterfly( my way to say goodbye to you)

 

 i gave you all of me

 i gave you all i know

 but now inside of me i feel

 you really need to go

 there's no longer space

 for hopes and dreams

 but just to woke up

 and see not what just seems

                                                                                   now i'm ready to say that..

                                                                                   i let you go

                                                                                   i let you fly

                                                                                   until i die

                                                                                  i'll give you life

                                                                                  i love you so

                                                                                 but i just cant lie

                                                                                and be like dead all life

                                                                                 now i'm a free

                                                                               BUTTERFLY!!!!!!

 

                                                                    ( by me.....)

 

 

                                                                                   fallen kisses::::::::

                 

 

 

 

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Thu, 28 Sep 2006 23:40:29 +0100
restless............. http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/28/restless http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/28/restless

She embraced, with a smile
As she opened the door.
A cold wind blows, it put's a chill into her heart.

You have taken away the trust,
you're the ghost haunting through her heart.
Past and present are one in her head,
You're the ghost haunting through her heart.

Take my hand as I wonder through,
All my life I gave to you.
Take my hand as I wonder through,
All my love I gave to you.

You have taken away the trust,
you're the ghost haunting through her heart.

                                                                     Take my hand as I wonder through,
                                                                     All my life I gave to you.
                                                                     Take my hand as I wonder through,
                                                                     All my love I gave to you.

 

 

 

                                                                  within temptation...

 

 

 

 

                                                         fallen kisses::::::::

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Thu, 28 Sep 2006 16:52:18 +0100
exodus................ http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/28/exodus http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/28/exodus  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

My black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams
Twenty bucks should get me through the week
Never said a word of discontentment
Fought it a thousand times but now
I'm leaving home

Here in the shadows
I'm safe
I'm free
I've nowhere else to go but
I cannot stay where I don't belong

Two months pass by and it's getting cold
I know I'm not lost
I am just alone
But I won't cry
I won't give up
I can't go back now
Waking up is knowing who you really are

Here in the shadows
I'm safe
I'm free
I've nowhere else to go but
I cannot stay where I don't belong

Here in the shadows
I'm safe
I'm free
I've nowhere else to go but
I cannot stay where I don't belong

Show me the shadow where true meaning lies
So much more is made in empty eyes

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

(evanescence)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

fallen kiss::::::

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Thu, 28 Sep 2006 16:42:59 +0100
i feel not good enough.. http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/28/i-feel-not-good-enough http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/28/i-feel-not-good-enough  
 
Good Enough
Under your spell again
I can't say no to you
crave my heart and its bleeding in your hand
I can't say no to you

Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly
now I can't let go of this dream
I can't breathe but I feel

Good enough
I feel good enough for you

Drink up sweet decadence
I can't say no to you
and I've completely lost myself and I don't mind
I can't say no to you

Shouldn't have let you conquer me completely
now I can't let go of this dream
can't believe that I feel

Good enough
I feel good enough
its been such a long time coming, but I feel good

and I'm still waiting for the rain to fall
pour real life down on me
cause I can't hold on to anything this good
enough
am I good enough
for you to love me too?

so take care what you ask of me
cause I can't say no

                              (evanescence)
                               fallen:::::

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Thu, 28 Sep 2006 10:27:38 +0100
do what you want............................ http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/28/do-what-you-want http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/28/do-what-you-want    
 
         Cloud Nine
If you want to live, let live
if you want to go, let go
I'm not afraid to dream- to sleep, sleep forever
I don't need to touch the sky
I just want to feel that high
Can you refuse to lift me?

guess it wasn't real after all
guess it wasn't real all along

If I fall and all is lost
its where I belong

If you want to live, let live
if you want to go, let go
I'm never gonna be your sweet, sweet surrender

guess it wasn't real after all
guess it wasn't real all along

If I fall and all is lost
no light to lead the way
remember that all alone is where I belong

In a dream
will you give your love to me
beg my broken heart to beat
save my life
change my mind

If I fall and all is lost
no light to lead the way
remember that all alone is where I belong

                                                               Evanescence
                                                                        fallen.....::

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Thu, 28 Sep 2006 10:23:52 +0100
amanha eh otuh dia.... http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/27/amanha-eh-otuh-dia http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/27/amanha-eh-otuh-dia

  as vezes tenhu tantu p dxer otas vzes n tnhu nada! n sei bem u k fazer em relaxao a nos , em relaxao ao presente i ao k passou... tenhu saudades tenhu mas n sei u k fara mais feliz ou o contrariu.. a unika certeza eh mesmu este sntimentu ... mas n eh gande ajuda nu k toca ao k faxer daki para a frente.....

 por vezes o pensamentu voa tao longe nu meiu d toda akela louxa .. nu meiu d tanta gente.. k m adora por sinal.. i k n suporta ver m assim....

 durante tdo o dia d hj tentaram saber u k s passava, pk tanta tristexa nu meu olhar, o pk da ausenxia d tds os sorrisos i gargalhadas k sao habituais em mim... ninguem percebeu u pk....agora ah noite tive msm d dsabafar , n aguentava guardar akilo p mim, i knd falei c um, foi tipo iman tds apareceram p m dar forxa, tds s mostraram du meu ladu p m apoiar i animar faxendu m ultrapassar esta fase tao dficil i incognita!

  senti m acarinhada, senti m presente na vida d tds akeles! senti k tds eles sentem em relaxao a mim akilo k sintu por eles..

 realmente so la posso ser feliz i ultrapassar tda esta merda ......la onde estao os meus verdadeiros amigus....

 sinto k muituh dficilmente esquecerei td u k s passou, smp m vou lmbrar do teu nome, du teu cheiro, i d tdas as palavras k foram ditas por ti i por mim.... td u k foi sentidu em cada segundu.....

 sempre vou t guardar cmiguh.....

por agora perdi a esperanxa em ti... em nos.... ate em mim provavelmente....

n preciso d algeum k m fax chorar mas d tds akeles k m faxem i os k m kerem faxer sorrir!!!!!!

 

 bgada a tds k estao presentes............................

 bgada aos k nunka m deixam....

bgada aos k m adoram.....

bgado plo apoio...........................................

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Wed, 27 Sep 2006 23:52:17 +0100
tearjerker........... http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/27/tearjerker http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/27/tearjerker                                                                                          Korn - Tearjerker

Well I wish there was someone Well I wish there was someone
To love me

When I used to be someone
And I knew there was someone
That loved me

As I sit here frozen alone
Even ghosts get tired and go home
As they crawl back under the stones

And I wish there was something
Please tell me theres something better
And I wish there was something more than this
Saturated loneliness

And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can
it's just saturated loneliness

Does the silence get lonely?
Does the silence get lonely?
Who knows?
I've been hearing it tell me
I've been hearing it tell me
Go home

Cause the freaks are playing tonight
They packed up and turned out the lights

And I wish there was something
Please tell me theres something better
And I wish there was something more than this
Saturated loneliness

And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can
It's just saturated loneliness

And the bath waters cold
And this lifes getting old

And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it
And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
And I wish I could feel it
Abduct it, corrupt it
But I never can
I never can
Never Can
Never Can
Never Can

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Wed, 27 Sep 2006 17:55:42 +0100
lost in my thoughts................... http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/27/lost-in-my-thoughts http://fallen.nireblog.com/post/2006/09/27/lost-in-my-thoughts  

 hj eh u meu pmeiruh post..... decidi criar um blog k talvez n diga a ninguem k u tenhu.... axu k preciso de desabafar.. poder falar , exprimir u k m vai na alma sem ser julgada aos olhos seja d kem for... desde k perdi a pessoa k m amou mais em tda esta merda de vida , sintu m cmpletamente perdida d td , perdida d todos. eh claruh k n mostru a ninguem akilo k realmente sinto.. n m keru mostrar fraka, n keru k vejam o quao desfeita estou por dentru...

hoje mais k nunca m sinto perdida.. comexamos a curtir neste mesmo dia ah 2 meses atras...lembras-te??? so ah pouko m apercebi k dia era hj.. i vi k instintivamente u meu mau humor i tristexa matinal tinha um fundamento... tu!!! como possu eu cntinuar a viver sem a tua presenxa?? kmu posso kntinuar sm te ter cmg...? kmu possu tar nu lokal k nos cnhecemos, tds os dias , no lokal em k nos cnhecemos.. k nos apaixonamos..du nosso pmeiruh beijo.. dos nossos carinhos.. do nosso namoruh.. da nossa vida em comum..kmu possu estar la tds os dias td o dia sem pensar em ti .. em nos .. cmu???

admitu k so la estou pk keru.. n podia escolher outru sitio p tblhar s n akele... sinto m mais pertuh d ti la.. por vexes.. otas vexes muituh longe... tao longe k kada suspiro sufoka dentru d mim..... sinto a morte dentru d mim.... sinto tristexa , angustia, falta d liberdad, u kerer erguer as asas i n poder voar.. u kerer respirar i n ter ar....

sinto m assim... só....

so keria poder te ver.. olhar t nos olhos i cmexar td d novo... longe daki... ktg.. i so ktg....

 

será k um dia o farei???

será k plo menos te verei mais alguma vez na vida???????

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